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sis... jus wave goodbye

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He's into u a little bit,  and jus want some of thaT milk....   it if u happen to show how u can be a lil bih... then he gone say fuk da rest of it...  he may keep u on his side,  if he still feel ur insides...  otherwise he gone let u ride..  but sis, jus wave good bye. #YoK

distracted mf... always distractin

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Distractions come a dime a dozen, and altho u don't fully kno it.  Apparently when I need it u r right there... Lots of crazy shit in my head I jus need 2 share. Jus need 2 let it go, but to the nigga who ain't scared 2 b vulnerable.  Wut is a girl to do, especially when I b feelin blu3. Pop, locc, and drop a few dueces.... Or relaxxx my mind to my boo. Which would God choose? She said leave God out the mess, and neva would I make any excuse... This ish I been goin thru ain't nothin that I could choose...  Tho we supposedly got choices. Daily, ok so be it. They won't let me beat it... So how do I got choices. How da fucc do I get free?? And why would anyone in dey right mind wanna b me?? Thru God I can b free... Ok, but I already chose me. The Holy Father. The Righteous One, already said I am da chosen 1... So... why me? How do I get free? I'm not street, nor tryin' 2 be... They don't understand... This ain't neva been my plan. And if it was

3 years in

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3 years in This pandemic... Got us talking thru glass like we locced up. I calmly press my hand, but I jus wanna punch. Not you, but the boundaries between us 2. When will this be over... When will we go bacc 2 being sober. Time is in our favor, yet I jus want a waiver.  We need to refocus on us and jus savor. If the protection is for the best, jus let 'em... Wait... Its coming...  The best is yet 2 come. Lord jus let me cum... Jus spray it. Or rather jus say it... Thru the glass until we both got class. No more clowning on dat ass, I'll pass. Give me something real I can touch... This phone is cool, but. ... seems 2 be jus my lucc. We so close yet so far away... Let us prey...   Oops, don't u mean pray? Wut I say?? I jus wanna get away.  Or u get away... Either way, we'll be ok. Ok? We in too deep... Keep going. All or nothin... We should have thought before that first somethin... Ok, but still... Shhhh...  be still. The end is near. Then we can begin.  Aga

growth in spite of the woes

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Love...  Out of a cracced sidewalk. Growth... still occured, in spite of the woes. She pushed on... Years went by, and the swings stopped swinging on the norm. Love... One day she will show The seeds God planted. Growth... Determined to show herself it was worth it. Especially after they showed her what the Earth did. But God... Invested in her. Love... Infested in her. Growth... Instilled in her. Blossoming like the Rose. Yet... On the outside no one knows. But... On the inside she grows. Blossoming out the woes in the stories the people told. Hope. In the Bible like Job... Love. #YoK

knew betta

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Yup... lol Knew better than to go against my gut feeling. Knew betta than to trust a MF. Knew better than to do somethin jus cause "da people" wanted me to. Knew better than to stop doing somethin cuz "da people" told me to. Knew better than to not hang out wit a MF cuz da people didnt want me to.... Yup. I knew better.  Knew better than to trus a MF when they have no clue why I did wut I did or the choices I had to choose from.  Definitely knew better.  #YoK

shhh... dont speak.

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Jus shut up and take the cash You are my hubby, and literally JUST a piece of ass. Don't worry bout wut I do on da side or wit who If you paid the Bills you could do it too. Boy I made you, dont play me for no foo'. Nails done, hair done, and I jus lay by da pool. Go ahead and cry... It don't bother me. I'll be late from work again, Don't bother calling me. Jus get your beard straight, and wipe them tears off ur face. And be ready for me when I come in late. 2 or 3 in da morning, dont you nevermind...  I'm gonna ride you till I'm humming, jus lay on your behind. Shhhhh, baby don't talk. This time around I'm da boss I got played for so long And no... this doesn't feel wrong But if you're not ok,  Jus say it Oh, I bought u that PS5, Jus play it. Sure... u can have ur boys over, But if I kicc it wit 1 of 'em Don't dwell on it.  Let them tears flow... Shhhhh. It's you and me for the show. #YoK

jus go away

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I'm not... the people are. I wish they would go away with those mistakes, and their perfect lives... oh wait. #YoK

On God's Time

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The Bible can't teach me the rest of wut I need to kno. I aspire to learn. I deserve to grow. To be a living book its stuc in some places. If I couldn't learn it in school, Nor at home. Where do you suppose I learn it from. The Church don't know,  And the people think I'm slow. So.... ?!?!?!? Leave me alone, and let it go!  You let it go, it'll run it's course. Thats The only way. Away... ...from my nay-sayers. Yearning to learn. I still don't have a clue. ... so now wut is y'all gonna do?  God got this. That's a fact! He been there, He got my bac.  As for you... boo boo da fool. Since u don't kno. Let it go, and get a life. U got ur wife, I need mine. Everything will come together, On GOD'S time #YoK

levitating

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Locced. Meditating, levitating. Spiritual ritual Between me and the unseen. Believing, receiving. No rules. Jus my Creator and me. Living the Dream #YoK

negativity...

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The devil is a liar and needs to die. Jump off a cliff... rip. If u feel the need to infest with the bad seed Ask yourself if that's what they need. Otherwise... dont run tell that and cry, When the response u get is goodby. Hit da road Jacc, and dont come back. God got this, and u ain't all that. #YoK

Boombox #4LinePoetryChallenge

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Cool Music from the likes of LL Ringing singing Rocking. Bells. Knock you out: Mama Said. Queens, NY;  in my head. #YoK